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- Peta Hills
- Sep 27, 2017
- 2 min read
So none of you had any questions, but I guess I tell you all so much shit I don't really leave you guys any possibilities to ask anything.
I have had a rough time mentally lately, things happen and they hurt and they cause more damage than you ever thought possible.
But today I am focusing on the good shit!
I am so overwhelmed with all the positive messages I have received this week (every single one of you know who you are)
I truly am just a human doing my absolute best but over the past few days people have not only told me they are proud of me, they have told me that me being so open and honest about my issues has helped them ! Even if some days are a fucking mess, these always seem to be the days someone will randomly message me asking for help or letting me know how much I have helped them. So thank you! Together we will all rude the world. There is nothing more positive than empowering people with the love and determination that they have buried and forgotten about. You are all doing so great, no matter what your body or your brain chemicals are telling you. You are strong and you are allowed to have shit days, but you just have to believe in yourself 💕
On a medical note - at physio yesterday my darling friend Nick accidentally triggered a migraine, it obviously bloody sucked and I usually have time to prepare to get home to bed but I was in Salamanca and it was instant.
The funny thing is.. getting this migraine was a good thing!
I have a muscle spasm in my neck which Nick released and once I sat up to do the good old look left look right - as soon as I turned left I felt a shooting pain shoot straight up my occipital nerve.
While it was awful and I managed to take some medication and lay down in the dark with and ice pack (and making Nick massage my temples)
This is the first time I/ we have ever managed to cause a migraine through physical manipulating - the muscle spasm was actually protesting the occipital nerve and once that was released it was free to send the pain signals to my eyeballs.
Luckily - I am booked in for my nerve block for the exact merve (and others) this coming Friday.
It sucked but we were also excited because it does give a strong indication that the nerve block may do the job!
Anyway, still feel like shit so over and out.
Love Peta x
Ps- I'm going to be making moves to shift this weight I copped from the lyrica and also getting off my awful anti depressants to find something that will help with my anxiety, depression and insomnia and I know the withdrawal from them is an absolute shit show so whilst I hope I'll be able to post. I might be pretty wiped out for a while but I will try to update post surgery

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